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|  You're doubtful, I'm astounding. You talk shit, while I'm smiling. You're hating, while I live it. You're watching me while I kill it.  I feel like screaming on the top of my lungs fuck it, fuck that, fuck anything we ever had. Fuck him, fuck her, fuck what we once were. Fuck the games, fuck the lies, and fuck our friendship when it dies.  Don't ever use someone's past against them. You're just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you'll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.  Just because i hurt you, doesn't mean you get to hurt me worse. What's sad is that i actually regret it. But you? No i don't think you have the slightest regret for what you're doing to me right now. That's what hurts the most.  The past is the past. Don't ever look back. If you do, expect to come in last.  Remember: People only rain on your parade because they're jealous of your sun and tired of their shade.  there's a story behind every person. there's a reason why they're the way they are. they aren't just like that because they want to be. something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.  You can close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel.  "In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. But if you know how you feel and so clearly know what you need to say, I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now." - Taylor Swift  I'm so close to giving up on us. So close that i can't even believe i'm still holding on. I have never waited on someone this long, never trusted someone so much to make the right choice...but i think the main reason i'm still here is that i see something in you that no one else does. I know you're capable of doing the right thing, i just don't know if that's what you'll choose. But remember i'll love you. Always. I don't break promises.  Have faith in me.  Sometimes there doesn't even have to be a reason. I knew from experience that no matter how much you turn things in your head, trying to make sense of them, some people just defy all logic.  And when you take, you take the very best of me. So i start a fight, because i need to feel something. And you do what you want because i'm not what you wanted.  Maybe you're over him, maybe you moved on, maybe you found someone better or maybe you're just a good liar.  Growing up back then had its perks. We watched great television and learned how computers worked. But before you dismiss us as a shallow sugary cereal generation, take a look at our life education. You may have seen your president get shot, but we see brutal violence in our school parking lots. You came out of Vietnam with a few heroes, but there were a lot of deaths at ground zero. You were judged by your color and race, but that was before school shootings took place. So life may have been tough back in 1967, but was it worse than seeing what happened on 9/11. Was the media pumping you with fear all the time? Harvard was a famous school not columbine. And no one knew what mad cow disease was. You fought battles overseas but we fight ones with ourselves daily. So next time you think you're traumatized and real, we'll be in the bathroom throwing up our meals.  do you know why your car's windshield is so large and the rearview mirror is so small? because our past isn't as important as our future. look ahead and move on.  telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile  I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely, before you can figure out what they really mean to you.  It's hard when you don't know what causes your sadness but, it's even harder when you know what makes you happy, yet you can't do anything to have it.  I want to stare into your eyes and never look away. I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay. I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share, and when it all falls down I want you to be there.  You never did a damn thing hunny, but i cried, cried for you. And i know you wouldn't have told nobody if i died, died for you.  Never reject anybody in your life, because good people give us happiness and bad people give us experience. Both are essential in life.  There's a hell in every hello. Be careful. There's a good in every goodbye. Be grateful.  Even after every bad thing he'd done to me, every lie he'd ever told, every other girl he'd ever kissed, I knew somewhere deep down inside he really did love me, in his own messed up way. Because you can't keep coming back to the same person time after time if those feelings aren't there.  Sometimes the best thing to do is wait for him to talk to you. Sometimes all he needs is time to fully understand what he's missing out on.  When I push you away, I want you to hold me tighter. When I walk away, I want you to pull me back to you. When I get mad at you, I want you to push me against the wall and kiss me. When I miss you, I want you to be there for me. When I feel you don’t want me, prove to me that I’m the only one.  Honestly, I don’t have time to hate people that hate me, 'cause I’m too busy loving people that love me.  Be thankful for every heartbreak, for they were planned. They come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. Their purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life. And you do.  Just because other people say he's not the best bet for you doesn't mean you have to think twice of being with him. Be with him because he makes you happy, not because you want others to be happy for you.  Over every mistake i've made, every price i've paid, the biggest one was hurting you.  Please don't just stand there and not say anything. I know you have so much to say. Don't keep it inside.  But this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night.  Here's a lesson for every girl out there: Never, ever settle. You may think you aren'tgorgeous or smart or have too many insecurities to count. But there is going to be someonein the world who truly loves you for you. Don't ever think that you've got to put up with some boy's rudeness because he's the first one in a long time to show some interest. You are allbeautiful in your own individual way, so never lower your standards.  Most people spend their time trying to find someone to sleep with, instead of finding someone worth waking up to.  Go ahead and find someone else to keep you company. But that's all she'll be able to do. She won't love you like i love you, she won't care about you as much as i do, and she sure as hell won't regret any mistakes she makes when she's with you like i do.  People need to stop expecting and start accepting. You won't get hurt that way.  Some people are just stupid. They have the best thing in front of them but turn around and go to the worst. It's not a good feeling to be one of those people. The feeling of regret is much bigger than the mistake made.  I smiled to many people for more than a billion times. But when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time.  Don't rush things. If something's bound to happen, it will happen. In the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason  I hope you know that through all this pain and embarassment you're putting me through, that I really didlove you, even when you couldn't manage to love yourself, even when you couldn't manage to love me back.  I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everythingfeels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. You just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.  Breathe out the past, breathe in the future.  So I guess my heart is going back on the shelf for awhile and I'm going to try to be a stronger person. I'm not going to be made a victim in this situation, but I hate myself for being so weak. I just want to be somebody that someone is proud of. I just want to be able to defend myself without secretly agreeing with whoever is insulting me. Because right now, I do. I agree with every word.  It’s when I’m sitting here alone in my own mind that I’m most vulnerable. I can’t hide from my thoughts that tear me apart on the inside, with no sign of visible breaking  Sometime you need to put the past behind, the saddest aside. You need to forget everything you everfelt; your feelings, your thoughts. Everything that was ever there. Because you can't get hurt if you don't care  Forget your legs around my hips. Forget your hands pressed on my back. Forget the letters that I kept, this is another I won't send. Forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs. Forget our one last kiss goodnight. Forget me stakin' out your house, forget I've got you figured out.  And I don't care if you don't love me. And I don't care if you don't change. I could live inside the shadow that I cast for you, if it meant that you would stay. And I'll be home before the morning comes so you won't have to be alone.  We lie together. Smiling and holding on to each other and the night and the moment. We stare into each other’s eyes and softly kiss, speaking and saying more with the movement of our lips and the tips of our fingers, more than words will allows us to say. Words can’t say this. The one word love means too little for what it is. It means everything and that is still not enough. It doesn’t communicate even a fraction of the feelings involved. Love. The word is not enough for what it is. Love. Love.  I'm sorry. That's all i can manage to say right now. I guess it's the fact that there's no other words to say. But if you could only hear the sincerity and promise in my voice, you'd forgive me. I just need your forgiveness and trust.  Why is it so hard to accept things as they are? Why do we struggle and fight against the inevitable? Is it the knowledge that things could be better? Or is it the hope? The hope that if things were different, we would be different. Better. Stronger. Complete.  people don't really need reasons and explanations in order to move on because moving on is easy if you start accepting everything.  Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you.  You can't expect me to be able to leave when you're saying you still miss me and need me. I just won't be able to until you're fine without me. And it won't be easy, but i'll do it for you.  i wish people had personal stoplights, sending mixed signals should be illegal.  Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending.  I think everyone at some point, goes through that one moment where they think "my God, I can't do this". But you know what? You can. No matter how close you are to the edge, no matter how badly you feel like giving up, or think it's best to do so rather than have to put up with the pain - don't. Don't lose hope that things will get better. Don't give up, because there is someone out there who will make you smile in a way no one else ever could. Keep that glimmer of hope alive in your heart, because someone is out there searching for your smile. So wipe your tears and keep your head held high  You're playing with my heart and it's getting really lame. Decide what you want. The girl or the game?  If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't , he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.  You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love.  Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on? The one person who can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because theres always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it. Because you love him.  Before you, I was never so emotional. No one could make me cry, and no one made me think so hard. But now the tears flow like rain from the saddest sky there is, and my frantic thoughts are tearing me apart. I'm not going to let it end this way. I'm done feeling sorry for myself, and I'm done beingbroken, and I'm done letting you make me feel like that at all. I'm going to make myself stronger, no matter how I have to do it, because these thoughts are enough to drive me insane, and I'm not going to let that be me anymore. I'm taking a stand.  If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. If he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his.  I wish I had kept it all; I wish I had records of all the things we've said to each other, just to make sure they aren't a pigment of my imagination, just to make sure they were real.  I swear, everyone is constantly asking me if i still like him; as if it’s the strangest thing in the world to continue to like someone. and the sad thing is that i couldn’t even begin to explain how it’s so much more than just like that i have for him.  You wanna know what’s worst than finding out someone lied to you? hearing them lie to you still after you’ve already found out the truth.  Yeah, I do talk to other guys. I laugh with other guys, and I hug other guys. But don’t you doubt for a second that any of them mean as much to me as you.  I could conquer the world in one hand, as long as you are holding the other.  Be a girl with a mind, a bitch with an attitude and a lady with class.  Stop swallowing your words, stop caring what others think. Stop waiting for the weekend, live now. Take risks.  I don't know where I stand with you and I don't know what I mean to you, all I know is every time I think of you all I wanna do is be with you.  You know the differences between promises and memories? We break promises, but memories break us.  I’m not waiting on you to call me anymore. I wont waste my days thinking of you. Because you’re just an asshole. You let me down, before i was even off the ground.  You don't have to rush for something. Remember that if it's really meant for you, even if somebody owns it now, no matter what happens, you'll have it.  Nothings ever easy. If it's really worth it and meant for you, you're going to have to work for it. Don't give up, because the pain and work will only make you stronger in time.  I am not the girl with the perfect shape. I don’t have perfect hair, teeth, or skin. But I also don`t have a bland personality. I can make you laugh, and will do everything in the world to make you smile.  Everyone's been asking me why bounced back so quickly after him, & that's because I had to show everyone that he didn't break me. He doesn't deserve to give himself that much fucking credit.  Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me  I want to be the kind of girl who leaves an everlasting impression. I don't want to be the type that you'll forget in a week. I want to be hard to forget. I want to have the kind of impact on someone where they know they'll never find anyone else who could ever take my place. Because that's what you are to me.  I know how it is when someone disappoints you. It's tempting to see things the way you wish they were instead of how they are.  Being a real man doesn't mean you sleep with 100 girls. It means you fight for one girl even when 99 others are chasing you.  If you really loved me, you'd believe me when i say that i'm sorry. You'd believe me when i say you're the only one i want. You'd believe me when i told you i never meant to hurt you and i won't do it again. Because when you love someone as much as i love you, you'd do anything to make up for a mistake you made. Just tell me what to do, and i'll make it happen.  You're worth fighting for. You're so worth it.  It's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers. But when you do something wrong, no one forgets.  Let go of the bad memories, but never forget how you felt.  Everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go. Things go wrong so you appreciate when things happen to go right. You hear lies so you learn to trust no one but yourself and good things fall apart so that better things can fall into place.  So what happens once you lose control, when the future has to start? What happens when you're still in love, but time rips you apart? Is there ever an answer, for when love is not enough? When the world must move on... who decided that I'd be that tough?  All the "remember when's" and "what's going on tonight's," uncontrollable laughter, and even stupid fights. But nothing in this world could tear us apart. you're become more than my best friend. You're my sister, my heart  Looking back on everything we had, holding on to words that we can't take back. What am I to do with the past? When it's all that I have, and I can't get you back. 
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| There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to be. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

There are things we couldn't understand unless we ourselves experience it.

Letting go is not the way of loving someone, it means you're putting him on the wrong path. Instead, fight for him; that's what true love is.
Someone asked me what kind of person do I want to love? I just said, "Someone who's not strong, not strong enough to let me go."

I was always told that perfection was non-existent. I was told that no one and nothing was perfect, but you know what? You proved them all wrong the day you walked into my life because perfection is as real as anything if it's perfect to you. Who's to say that something isn't perfect if you believe it to be that way? To me, you're perfect, and more importantly, you're perfect for me.

After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen and you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day.

Take a picture with me, just so I can see how cute we could be together.

And sometimes we joke, and sometimes we're serious. Sometimes we're just random talking and sometimes we don't talk at all. But not sometimes, but all of the times I feel comfortable with you, and I trust you with every word I say. You're more than a friend.
That awkward moment when you yell “hey slut” and 15 girls turn around.

You make my life stand still for a moment. You make this chaos stop for only a second. You calm me down for as long as I need. And you love me for me, no matter how hard that may be.

When I saw you, I knew you were the one. You made loving someone fun.

Any girl can look in your eyes a million times and still not get what I see in just a single glance.

Does it break my heart? Of course. Every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of. I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent. I never thought about things at all. Everything changed, and that distance wedged itself between me and my happiness. It wasn't the world, and it wasn't the bombs and burning buildings. It was me and my thinking, the cancer of never letting go. Is ignorance bliss? I don't know, but it's so painful to think. And tell me, what did thinking ever do for me? To what place did thinking ever bring me? I think and I think and I think. I've thought myself out of happiness a million times, but never once into it.

My rule is to just be who I am. Sometimes I don't take my own advice, but I know that no matter what, I can be happy with continuing forward.

Only you, you're the only thing I'll see forever. In my eyes, in my words and in everything I do.

Before you go and criticize someone else, remember, you've got your own imperfections too.
If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise.
Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.
Don't let memories hold you back from what your heart longs for.
Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the ones that stay are the ones that glow.
He told me he's never gone a moment without thinking about me. I asked if that applied to when he had his tongue in her mouth.
We all have that boy; he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliché butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy, and every single girl will remember him forever - he's not the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.
The end of one step leads to the next. Graduation is the last step that will take you to where you always wanted to go.
What's the best part of a best friend? Knowing no matter how big the fight is you still have a best friend.
But for now we are young. Let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see.
Life isn't always beautiful. Sometimes it's just plain hard. Life can knock you down, it can break your heart.
I'm letting go. And that is a promise. But as I'm letting go, part of me is going with him.
If they ask you to stand still, you should dance.
Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.
There comes a point when you have to realize you'll never be good enough for some people. The question is, is that your problem or theirs?
You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you're attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want, it's always everyone's needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you'll still be there for them. Because that's you, that who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for you to let him go.
Stop, Breathe, Think About It.

You have to get hurt. That’s how you learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile, those are the people who have fought the toughest battles. Because they’ve decided that they’re not going to let anything hold them down, they’re showing the world who's the boss.

“Because as human beings, what we can’t have, is what we replay in our heads over and over again before we go to sleep.”

Her heart is like the ocean, mysterious, deep, dark.

So shut your mouth and bit your tongue because you're a liar never fooling anyone. You're the smoke in the air making everyone choke.

You're like alcohol. I don't keep you for the taste, I keep you for the feeling.

I love writing, I love opinions, and quotes and expressions. It's so beautiful to know that you're not alone in this messed up world. It's relieving to know that someone else feelings the same way you do.

Loving someone when you're with someone else, is like eating paper when there's chocolate right in front of you.

It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.

You’re all geniuses, and you’re all beautiful. You don’t need anyone to tell you who you are. You are what you are. Get out there and get peace, think peace, and live peace and breathe peace, and you’ll get it as soon as you like.

Sometimes it’s easier to deny the fact that eventually we all have to let go

It’s not enough to want the truth. You must know where to look for it . And the truth is elusive, because it knows where to hide

When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through – Dear John

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness

If you’re going to spend the rest of your life with someone, it might as well be with your best friend

I wish that I had never met you, then there would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need to love you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain and tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care. No need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

I wonder if people look at me, and think “I wish I was that pretty,” because that’s what I think when I look at everyone else.

I don't understand how you can love someone so much but a day later your with her and acting like a never even crossed your mind.

Here’s to being lied to, to being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. Here’s to getting your hopes up and watching them fall time after time after time. Here’s to trusting over and over again because you really wanted to believe that he’s changed. Now take this as a lesson learned. Let him go and move the fuck on with your life.

Judge me and i'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do and i'll tell you off. Say i'm not worth it and watch where i end up. Think i'm a bitch and i'll show you one. Screw me over and i'll do it twice as bad in return. Call me crazy but you really have no idea.

You should always say yes to your happiness, even if it means saying no to someone else. God wants you to be happy, and He wouldn't want you to be with someone who couldn't make you feel that way.

Do you know what makes letting go of the one you love so hard? The fear that the moment you let go, that's when they'll start loving you.

No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid of "I love you", they are afraid of the response.

So we've only known each other for a couple of years, but I feel I’ve known you my whole life. I’ve seen you grow. I’ve watched you change from the guy who couldn't make up his mind, who's feelings changed more than I knew was possible, to the guy you are now. You’re responsible, devoted, loyal, considerate, and loving. Everything I knew you were, and know you always will be. I’ve seen everything, your anger, your battles, your struggles, your fears. I know you by heart. I know your values, I know your story, I know your secrets. That doesn't go away. I’m never going to forget you or anything about you. I’m becoming who you are. We’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. We were meant to be something more than this. I still believe that, with all of my heart. I am still in this. I said I was in for the long haul, and I am still striving everyday for our time. I’m not going down without a fight. I won't give up easy. These feelings are stronger than anything that could try to bring us down. I love you more than I thought I did, to put it simple.

You're right. I've never had a bad break up. I've never had my heart broken into a million pieces. I have no right to put up these walls, right? But I have seen my friends cry for months over boys who they gave their hearts to. I've seen boys promise 'forever' only to watch forever end a few months later, when they find someone better to sleep with. I've stayed up countless nights, not by choice, but because my parents were fighting so loud that I couldn't fall asleep. I've been the shoulder to cry on. I've seen the strongest people in the world become weak for love. And I refuse to be that girl. I will never fall in love.
Be kind to everyone. You may not be able to save a person, but at least you weren't one of the people who didn't try.
If you don't take the chances that you're given, a lot of things can pass you by and they'll never come back. - Alex Gaskarth
Looking back on everything we had. Holding on to words that we can't take back. What am I to do with the past? When it's all that I have, and I can't get you back.
The hardest part to deal with, more than schoolwork, school, life and friends, more than, as she put it ‘alternating between not caring and caring and regretting not caring when I care’ was that on top of everything - on top of driving themselves to be smart, pretty, thin and athletic - perhaps the most difficult pressure for high school students was that despite it all, they also have to push themselves to appear happy.
As you get older, every choice that you make defines what person you’re gonna turn into. And every once in a while, you need to look at yourself and ask if you like the person you’re becoming.

I want to be the kind of girl who leaves an everlasting impression. I don't want to be the type that you'll forget in a week. I want to be hard to forget. I want to have the kind of impact on someone where they know they'll never find anyone else who could ever take my place. Because that's what you are to me.
But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wiser and happiness has a way of taking its sweet time. Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride.

It's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers. But when you do something wrong, no one forgets.

you only find a few people in this world, a few people who will tell you they love you and actually mean it with all their heart. don't forget those people who stood by you through it all, the special few that were there for you until the end.
Everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go. Things go wrong so you appreciate when things happen to go right. You hear lies so you learn to trust no one but yourself and good things fall apart so that better things can fall into place.
life's funny sometimes, but it's an amazing thing. things change. people change.but somewhere along the line, you learn to deal with it. bad things happen, you get hurt. your heart gets broken. you lose the people closest to you. and people you love might turn their backs on you. you realize what true friends really are. you finally learn to actually live life to its fullest. just because something bad happened, you realized how much everyone takes life for granted. but for now, we're gonna stay young. and live life like we're never gonna see it again. believe in ourselves and everyone around us. we're always gonna look for the better things. remember, things happen. whether they're bad, good, exciting or breath taking. don't regret anything. because at one point it was exactly what you wanted. just live it up, because there's no time for regrets.
Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things instead of making them happen.
I am too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.
although we adore men individually, we agree that as a group they're rather stupid.
i wish you could drink your words and see how bitter they really taste.

you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go, and why you want to get there.

i don't regret the things i did. i regret the things i didn't do when i had the chance.

'Cause there's a song we sing together, the song of me and you, I was hoping that we could fix it.

I'll tell you sweet lies, "I won't leave your side."
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness, you start shaking at the thought that you are everything I want 'cause you are everything I'm not.

I would write it on a napkin and leave it at the cafe. I would use my best cursive and leave it in a book. I would stand on my roof and leave it for the birds to sing. I would wave your love around like I had nothing left to lose. I would, if I could.
being a teenage girl means looking hot as hell just to walk the dog, listening to your ipod while you dance in your underwear, randomly singing your favorite song, sleeping until 2PM, giving makeovers to all your friends, tanning on the roof, waving to people out of the sunroof of your car, buying jewelry you will never wear from claires, saying girly words all the time (like omg and whatever!) wearing short skirts, pushing your best friend in the pool, screaming "hey sexy!" out the car window to a boy, taking pictures with all your friends, talking on the phone while jumping on your bed, staying up all night just to regret it the next day, stalking a hot guy at the mall with your friends, taking a story and turning it into a huge scene.

if you can make me smile on my worst day, you can make me do anything.

so here's how it's gonna be; i'll respect those who respect me and forget those who forget me.

a ring is placed on your fourth finger from your thumb on your left hand because it's the only finger with a vein directly to the heart.

the more you wait for something, the more you appreciate it when you finally get it.

i like not being a double zero in jeans unaturally; skeletons just aren't my thing. so what if i jiggle a little bit? confidence will give me all the happiness i need. it's okay if i'm not the hottest girl around; as long as i've got a decent personality i'll be fine. i've lived. i've laughed. i've loved all the same and it's been more than enough for me.

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Most Relationships fail because you build walls and not bridges.

Some guys might be able to hide the fact that they're in love but when they fall, they fall hard.

I want a Cinderella Story, A Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at11:11 because you're already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you to kiss me on the cheek, just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.

Guys hate when they're turned down, the word no is not in their dictionary.

Single Men are more attracted to women who are taken than to those who are available.

He's the guy who listens to cheesy songs, believes in true love and wants nothing more than giving you your Cinderella story.

Oh your dating my ex? Cool. Im eating a sandwhich. You want my leftovers too?

This goes out to all of the people who have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back to their old lover would put all the pieces back where they belong and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn’t a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people that periodically miss the past, but are so much more excited for the future. For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it’s better just to let go. We’ll get our happy ending someday.

when guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. when girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. but finally, guys wish to be her first love, while girls wish to be his last

"It's impossible." said pride. "It's risky." said experience. "It's pointless." said reason. "Give it a try." whispered the heart.

Have you ever noticed that the more special you treat someone, the more that someone takes you for granted?

He said, "Every guy wants you." She said, "I can name one that doesn't"

She knows tons of guys who would die for the chance, but she can't explain it; why she cares about the one guy, who doesn't care about her

when you feel like you're ugly, I can guarantee that there is one guy who finds you beautiful.

You're the prince to my ballerina. You feed other people's parking meters. You encourage the eating of ice cream. You would somersault in sand with me. You talk to loners, you ask how's your week. You give love to all and give love to me. You're obsessed with hiding the sticks and stones. When I fear the unknown you feel like home, you feel like home. You put my feet back on the ground. Did you know you brought me around? You were sweet, and you were sound. You saved me. You're the warmth in my summer breeze. You're the ivory to my ebony keys. You would share your last jelly bean. You would somersault in sand with me.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will

Life isn't like the stories we read. We can't stop when we get bored, we can't go back and relive some parts, we can't jump ahead and miss some parts, and we can't switch to a new life.

the girl who seemed unbreakable -broke the girl who seemed so stronge -crumble the girl who always laughed it off - cried the girl who never stopped trying - finally gave up.

He's the boy all the girls love,And he's always the one that breaks them.But one girl, the one he fell in love with, turned the tables on him And broke his heart.After all of the pain he felt, he realized that He still loved her.

Is anybody satisfied with who they really are?

You could be the moon and still be jealous of the stars.

Girl: Why do you always follow me around? Boy: Well, because when I was a kid my mom told me to follow my dreams

What women should know: A man who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation. What a man should know: A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things but will always stick around.

I've learned that no matter how much you care, some people don't deserve you.

at times i may upset you, sometimes i'll make you mad.sometimes my words will wound you, at times i'll make you sad. but you'll never find another girl that loves you more than me, i love you with my heart and soul, for all eternity.

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye, it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. it's funny how forever never seems to really last, it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down, it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better, it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter". it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget, it's funny how one night can contain so much regret. it's funny how ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.

most people are only players because they got played, & haven't let go of the past, you got your heart broken,life sucks, doesn't it? but you shouldn't fuck up someone else's life because of it.

someone asked her ,"why do you like him so much?" but before she could even reply, her bestfriend put her hand over her mouth & said, "don't even get her started."

why do we have to cry when we say the word goodbye? why do some people smile hiding their sadness for while? why should we forget the love that rises for years high above? why we cant change the world and make it shiny as bright as gold? i guess the answers are there but they need someone who care..life isn't always fair but its beautiful somehow somewhere.

People talk. People lie. People cheat. People change their ways. People do stupid things. People walk out of your life. People hurt you. People make you. People break you. People heal you. People save you. Life happens, and there is absolutely nothing you can do about any of it.

you are an artist a photographer actually; see that 'smile' on your face? well it's your most famous piece.

Sometimes you just have to finally admit that you don't deserve any of this, and leave. Even if it's going to be the hardest thing you ever do.

When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.

And I've finally found that life goes on without you, and my world still turns when you're not around.

As we grow older, things just change. But they don't always have to end. Even though it's different now, you will always be my friend.

Don't deny yourself of the things you want, because what is denied becomes strongly desired.

Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you. But you can't use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.

Never ignore a person who loves you. Because one day, you might wake from sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.

You're right. I've never had a bad break up. I've never had my heart broken into a million pieces. I have no right to put up these walls, right? But I have seen my friends cry for months over boys who they gave their hearts to. I've seen boys promise 'forever' only to watch forever end a few months later, when they find someone better to sleep with. I've stayed up countless nights, not by choice, but because my parents were fighting so loud that I couldn't fall asleep. I've been the shoulder to cry on. I've seen the strongest people in the world become weak for love. And I refuse to be that girl. I will never fall in love.

You're the smile on my face that keeps on showing. You're the one day to day that keeps me going. You're the everlasting love that keeps on growing. You're the boy that has my heart without even knowing.

I think, if people are just scared of getting hurt, then they should just keep their feelings to themselves. Saves both party a heartbreak. I love your instant messages at ten p.m., when you know I'm stressing over homework. I love your six a.m. wake up calls, just to make sure I was the first voice you heard in the morning. I also love when you randomly text me in class, just to see how my day is going and even though you're filled with flaws, I just am completely in love with you, period.

Loving is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they'll come back when they realize what they've lost.

Never waste time for someone who doesn't even bother wasting time for you. Be with someone who will tell you, "Time is wasted if I'm not with you."

Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of us can do is to sign on as its accomplice. Instead of vowing to honor and obey, maybe we should swear to aid and abet. That would mean that security is out of the question. The words "make" and "stay" become inappropriate. My love for you has no strings attached. I love you for free.

I just realized that we're all going to die. We don't know when. We don't know how. We don't know where. But we live as if none of that is true.

But no matter what was going on in our lives, I could imagine lying beside them in bed at the end of the day, being held while we talked and laughed, lost in each others arms.

And for the first time in a long time, I just don't care about us anymore.

I've lived. I've really really lived. I've failed. I've been devastated. I've been broken. I've gone to hell and back. And I've also known joy. And passion. And I've had a great love.

See death for me is not justice. It's an end of a beautiful journey. And I'm not afraid to die. The question is, are you?

A teenager once asked an old man, "in a relationship, which is more important: to be loved or to love?" Then he replied, "which is more important to a bird? The left wing or the right?"

The only thing that hurts me more than knowing I lost a love that never really was with me, is living with the knowledge that I've lost you as a friend.

Adolescence is full of good times and bad times, disappointments and regrets, time spent chilling with the girls and others fooling around with the boys, times when you think you drank too much, and times when you think you didn't drink enough. Everyone has made mistakes, but that's just part of growing up.

If you don't take time to recharge, your life goes by too fast and there's nothing.

Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing.

I liked him, but I loved you. I was so in love with you. I let you go because I had too. Because it hurt too much. I needed to be able to look at you and still see this great guy that was trustworthy. And understand I needed to be able to look at you and see my best friend, not just another person who let me down. I moved on, yes, but that doesn't mean I have forgotten. And that doesn't mean that I won't be here anymore, if you ever come back.

You could see it in her eyes. When someone talked about him, when she saw him, she loved him and it killed her.

Him: What are you good at? Her: There's not a lot that I am good at. But I'm good at getting guys to want me. Not date me, or marry me, but want me.

Maybe if we knew what people say about us and how unfair many of their judgments are, we would be slower to judge others without knowing all that is going on behind the scenes in their lives.

When love was knocking on my door, I had to pretend I wasn't home; that way, I would never be hurt again. I will always regret that decision.

Way to go kid. You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break. She is so strong and in an instant, you could break her down. She knows you won't but you could and that scares her. She has realized she has made some mistakes in the past and when you're up to your old tricks, she's tempted to make them again. But yet, coming back to you seems to be her favorite habit.

Falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst. Broken trust and broken hearts.

It's not what people do to us that hurts. In the most fundamental sense, it's our chosen response to what they do to us that hurts.

You know you love the person when you can tell they're smiling; even when you're talking to them on the phone.

Letting go doesn't mean we don't care. Letting go doesn't mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible.
To rise to the success above you, you have to get over yourself.

In all this time, the bottom line is that you just don't know how much I feel.
Your mother didn't go through hours of labor to see you be a clone of someone else, they have technology for that. She kept you captive in her womb, so that when you were released you would be ready for the world and ready to stand your ground.

It's those priceless, unexplainable moments that matter most, even if we don't understand why they happen.

The ones who say you can't and you won't are always the ones who are most scared that you will.

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

We go to school every day. We learn pointless things, but we are never taught how to love ourselves. We aren't taught how to make moments last. But I think the most unfair thing, is that at the end of high school, we are tested on something that we were never taught. We have to stand in front of each other and say goodbye.

I am tired of having you on my mind, knowing that I am never on yours anymore.

He didn't recognize her at first. Hair cut short; him used to it being so long. Colored red; instead of its natural brown. Mostly; her smile changed. It wasn't so forced. You could tell she was happy without him.

It's not right. To put so much effort, so much heart into a relationship but getting nothing in return. To give, to give your all in every way possible but be let down, over and over again. It's not fair.

They say it's for attention, but if it was for attention, I wouldn't try so hard to hide it.

Let's shine like the stars in a dark and dirty sky. Side by side, we'll watch the perfect sunrise. We've been waiting through a seemingly endless night. Well when the sun comes up, I'll be all yours and you'll be all mine.

The night changed things, widening out the scope. What we said to each other, the things we did, they all took on a bigger meaning in the dark. Like time was sped up and slowed down all at once.

I'm not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is so thick I'm surprised you haven't seen right through me. I'm the girl of your dreams disguised as your best friend.

I've been a lot of things but never yours.

I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him, never.

I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it. Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these in order to make it through. Besides, no matter what he's done or not done, he had the biggest impact on me this past year. And I know no matter how many years go by, my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face.

I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.

Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever.

Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times those difficult years end up being the greatest years of your life, if you survive them.

You must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go, and why you want to get there.

I guess a big part of growing up is dealing with regret. Swallowing your pride. There are some things in life you can't go back and change, no matter how much you want to. I think that day I was finally forced to grow up, to leave the past behind, for one final time.

I am strong because I am weak. I am beautiful because I know my flaws. I am a lover because I'm a fighter. I am fearless because I have been afraid. I am wise because I have been foolish and I can laugh because I've known sadness.
 Suddenly for no earthly reason I felt immensely sorry for him and longed to say something real, something with wings and a heart, but the birds I wanted settled on my shoulders and head only later when I was alone and not in need of words.

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| i dont know why i spend the time i do, to try to get to you, to get you attracted to me because in the end, your only the guy i fell for, not the one im landing with.

To all my haters, I keep it real and that's a promise. I may be whatever you call me but I'm honest. when I walk by, you stop and stare keep looking cause I don't care I have my own life and style, not trying to please you or make you smile. when it comes to compotion your out so shut your hatin self and keep me out of your mouth.

I smile and act like nothing is wrong. It's called putting shit aside and being strong.

When i saw you over there, i didn't mean to stare but my mind was everywhere; I wanna know you.

Don't sit there and watch her love someone else. Stop sitting in your room feeling sorry for yourself. One day you're going to look back and regret not telling her how you feel. Even if telling her fucks things up, at least one day she'll realize how you were always there for her, when everyone else only pretended to be.

and there i was, caught in your game, needing answers that never came.

i hope i cross your mind once in a while so i don't feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time.

i don't hate you, i'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you’re the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you’re the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I can't believe that after almost a year of being together, you can pretend like i was nothing to you. when someone asks you about me, you shrug it off like i never existed. Maybe i should be more like that. I can't believe that i spent almost a year giving you my all and you can pretend like i was nothing to you. Absolutely nothing at all...

I’ve now decided that I’m not going to tell you how I feel ever again. Because if I tell you, it will make me hope for a good response, when in reality, you don't care about me, and you haven't for a while, so you won't reply at all. That breaks my heart, but if I have to act like I don’t care about you as much as I do, I’ll do it. Anything to get over the fact that I can't have you.

You can't do this. You can't pull me in your lap and hug me tight. You can't text me just to tell me that I'm beautiful. You can't stare at me in the hallways. You know why? Because all you are is a big lie. You used to be someone that I was glad to know, but who you've become.. not so proud of you anymore. You used to have a big heart, and you used to sincerely care about me. This is all an act on both parts. I'm pretending like I don't care about you and you're pretending that you do.

so this is how its going to end. you really had me going there. did you know that? well when you're done with her, don't you even think about me. i'll be long gone. because this is how it always is, isn't it?

I'm starting to think there’s what they call a common misconception when it comes to getting a man. Movies, music, television, they all tell you to do things like act uninterested, or play hard to get. Beautiful, talented, and successful women everywhere are pretending to be someone their not in order to get the man of their dreams, whoever he may be. If you want him, if you want him more than anything, do whatever it takes to make it happen. Act interested! Show him all you're flaws, he might think they are beautiful. Be confident, stand in the light, where he can see you're beautiful smile.

What you do with your life is just one-half of the equation. More importantly, it's who you're with when you're doing it.

I'm not wishing for an instant happily ever after. I'm just hoping for real and sincere love that will make me believe that somehow, after everything, forever still exists.

do not lose the dreams of today because you are too focused on your journey toward tomorrow.

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be. The one that never cried, the one that didn't get mad at stupid little things, and the one that didn't sit around and worry about love.

But all these days, they fell like they're the same, just different faces, different names, get me out of here

Sometimes, I want something terrible to happen to me, just to see who would care.

I can feel time pass me by even as i say the words "I want this moment to last forever."

This all started out as butterflies, but I can feel its going to end with a sharp pain.

I wish there was a map so i could find my way out everytime i get lost in your eyes

They say love is friendship set on fire. And if you're lucky enough to find someone you can give yourself to, mind, body and soul, you should hold on, and hope like hell you don't get burned.

Holding you in my arms, no one else fits so perfectly

There was a method to my madness girl that wasn't clear to me, until the day i saw your face, when i saw everything.

They say old habits die hard. I say they're better off dead, because you were bitter and cold but still you burned me alive. You held the match to my skin and the feul on my fire.

Someone is waiting someone who understands exactly how you feel take your eyes off the ground out of the blue and see that someone is looking right back at you

Just like monopoly, at first our love was fun but as we progressed towards the end it became a drag

You could turn your back or run a thousand miles away I'll be waiting for you with nothing left to say but I'll be there for you

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your hearts the moon and i'm aiming right at you

When we meet someone and fall in love, we have a sense that the whole universe is on our side. And yet if something goes wrong, there is nothing left. How is it possible for the beauty that was there only minutes before to vanish so quickly? Life moves very fast. It rushes from heaven to hell in a matter of seconds.

Beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes; a hidden world of hurt and lies, it's hard for her to realize that love isn't all about the butterflies.

Even though you are a liar, if you told me, right now, that you loved me and that you were sorry, I would believe you.

I know technically we're not together, but forget the title and whatever. because if you look into my eyes and listen to what i have to say, you'll know i'm the one girl who will never walk away.

There will never be a quote that explains how much you mean to me. Never a song that truly hit's the spot. Not enough words to tell you how I feel. And not enough time to show how long I wanna be with you.

all i'd ever wanted was to forget. but even when i thought i had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below.

The longer you hide your feelings for someone. The more you fall for them.

You thought I couldn't do this without you, but guess what... I sleep great at night now. I don't hurt because you're not here. I just had to learn to accept it & move on, & I did. But you, you're the one who keeps crawling back. So next time you think, "Oh hey, she's happy. Gotta mess that up," it's not going to happen, because this time, you're not going to get what you want. This time I'm going to get what I want, & what I want, is not you.

Life is all about finding out who you really are. First of all, know that you're not alone. I don't think there's a person on this planet who has not, at one point or another, worn a mask to protect who they really are from a potentially difficult experience. The pressure of believing you're the only one with this problem is half of what makes it seem so impossible to fix. The second step is figuring out what you're so afraid of by revealing who you really are. It isn't that you're wearing a mask all the time, its that you're putting it on in attempt to keep your therapist out. What you need to understand is that by letting that person in, they can get to the core of whatever else is bothering you. Just be straight up. Its hard, but once you break through that wall, the pressure you feel inside will lift, and you'll probably cry out every single one of those tears 'til all you can do is laugh to make up for it. That's when you know you've done it. Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you're not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else. ( Alex Gaskarth )

There are a lot of people who call you by your name but there is only one person who can make it sound so special.

I'm not like every other girl who writes it out, if you want me bad enough, you'll figure me out.

There's always going to be that one person, no matter how long it has been, or how badly they treated you, if they say I love you, you will say it back.

You can’t do this. You can’t put one relationship on hold for another. It’s like call waiting…you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up.

You know it's meant to be when even the times you can't stand him, he's the only person on your mind.

i've been messed with, let down, and played too many times. i wonder what people think of me too much, and i'm way too judgmental. my heart is big but i have my selfish moments. i love to be in big groups, but i love to be alone. every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it. i don't like going through old pictures because i miss what used to be. i tend to over think things and i trust way too many people. i have the people i'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people i wish would just disappear. i don't cry very often, but when i do i can't stop. i hate the word goodbye and i wish it didn't exist. i hate liars, though i lie myself. i have secrets hidden in me that even i don't know. i'm still finding things out about myself, so don't be quick to judge.

Loving someone when you're with someone else, is like eating paper when there's chocolate right in front of you.

A hug can turn your day around. It's like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you and they give you a slight squeeze. And all of your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth. And you can finally breathe again.

I should hate him for the way he's treating me, except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could. Maybe that's what real love is: not hating someone when you have every reason to

Call me crazy, but I still believe very much in untainted, unchanging, everlasting love. Despite the heartbreak and the disappointment that follows each mismatch, I've never failed to pick myself right back up to dive into yet another dream. It's just I've seen rainbows without the rain. I've felt the ground shake as I've prayed. I've witnessed light shine from darkness, so I've concluded that true love must be out there, waiting for us.

Sometimes there doesn't even have to be a reason. I knew from experience that no matter how much you turn things in your head, trying to make sense of them, some people just defy all logic.

I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life & moved on, I could finally get over you - but you're the only thing that makes me happy. Whether it's right or wrong. & I just don't have the strength to give up on that.

Sometimes we take for granted the people in our lives that mean so much, and when we finally realize that, it can be too late. take advantage of every minute you have, hold onto and cherish every second. have no regrets and never forget those that made you into who you are.

Don't let the "honeys" and the "babys" fool you. His sweet nothings are exactly that. They are much easier to say than "I'm just not that into you." Remember, actions speak louder than, "There's no cell reception where I am right now.

Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you.

"Don't chase these boys, don't depend on anybody, do your thing."

a best friend is someone who makes
 your problems their problems so you don’t have to go through them alone.

That was a huge mistake. I tried to fight the urge, but I gave in. It was simple, but it just about broke me down. It sounds stupid, I know, because all I did was click on your facebook profile... but it made my stomach drop and the butterflies just won't calm down. Oh yeah, now I remember why I fell for you. Now I remember what I fell for, who I fell for... because facebook can't talk back to me and send me spinning in circles. Because facebook is straightforward, unlike you. Now all I wanna do is talk to you, but not the you you're starting to show. The you that I knew all those months ago. The you that was sweet. The you that I fell for.

The outcome... you would have thought it would have lasted. I got my hopes up time after time and he left me drowning in the dirt. He didn't care about me like I thought he did. I was a toy, not a prize. He made me cry. That bitch ain't worth my time

You may think I'm completely and utterly stupid for holding on to him... but you know what? He never hurt me. I never had a reason to be mad at him. Sometimes I was, but I never had a real reason to be. Things just didn't happen for us, and no one really understood why... but he never hurt me- he was actually decent to me. So why should I give up on him? There's no reason to.

Forget how he called you beautiful. Forget how he gave you the butterflies every time you saw him. Forget your first kiss. Forget how everyone talked about how cute you two were together. Forget talking to him on the phone until 2am. Forget everything you loved about him. Remember how he broke your heart.

If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them. Sometimes you just need to let go and give your heart what it deserves

Just when you think that nothing is going to make your day better, you turn the corner and see him waiting for you with a big smile on his face.

Happiness is not based on possessions, power or prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect.

you did every thing you could for him, you got up 2 hours earlier to look prettier, you flirted to get his attention, you try to stand out. but when hes gone, what do you have left? nothing. so go out, enjoy your self, do something for YOU , because bad as it sounds, at one point, your all your gonna have.

Isn't it ironic that in life the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments

As soon as i accept that you're gone, you come back.

I think there's something in your heart you're running from. You know there's a girl you have feelings for. You can be mad at me all you want, you can say your heart's fine. But until you tell this girl how you feel, your heart's gonna be flawed.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you, he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope.

"Dear New Girlfriend- Treat him okay, he always acts tough around his friends, but it's just an act. Laugh at his jokes, even when they're not funny. It makes him happy. Never be the one to let go of his hugs first, it puts a huge smile on his face. Realize you have a great guy when you're dating him... because I never did."

Our story is messed up. We can't turn things back, or try to make things right. There is just too much that has happened

I knew that there were no guarantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, or him, anybody. Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there.

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| So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

It's funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. It's funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. It's funny how in the beginning he liked you, but in the end he like someone else. It's funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever.

For once, I wish something between us would just happen, good or bad. I wish you had something to tell me; if I should keep holding on, or just let go.

I hate how easily I can get over every other guy, but with you it's like I can't even go an hour without thinking of you. I get butterflies when someone says your name and the worst part is that I know you will never feel the same way

You know I used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and every time you walked by I lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you couldn't possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don't miss the way you never looked at me.

It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife, it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true, I hurt too. Just remember I loved you.

I wish I'd seen you as a little boy, without your armor to fend off the world. I would have taken you under my wing and have protected you from everything, so you wouldn't be afraid to tell me what I need to hear.

I just don't get how I'm supposed to get over you. Alright I understand you don't like me to where you want to date me but you're not dating anyone else. You always call me to hang out and we talk like we used to. You tell me everything and I basically fall back in love with you. I want to be your friend, I want you in my life, but god I'm so sick of this feeling. The feeling that everytime we talk or see each other it means a hell of a lot more to me than it does to you.

I'm sick of the constant rollarcoaster ride of emotions you put me through from literally the moment we became friends.From the first day we met, I knew I was going to like you. And since then we've been through alot. I've done things for you, butyou've returned the favors. We've talked about so much, and you've made me feel like I'm at my absolute best and at times, my absolute worst. With you, I don't even know what to think anymore. We'll talk nonstop for a few days and then you just stop. I getso confused but a few days later, you start right back up again. It's literally the most confusing relationship I've ever had withanother person and to this day on, two years after I met you, I still just don't know what to do.

I'll pretend I never meant a word I said. And we'll go on believing we can be friends. But every time you look at me, I feel that hole inside my chest.

I never regret anything that has happened to me in my life, wether it is making a bad choice, deciding to do something I shouldnt have, saying the wrong thing or not doing something I should have done...because all of these things have given me the knowledge i have today and helped make me who i am today... and that is one thing i will never regret.

I don't know how to put these words together exactly. I'm trying to stay strong for you, you know. I don't want you to know that I cry. I only want you to know me as the girl who laughs and the girl who can make others laugh. I want you to know me as the girl who can help people, not the girl who doesn't even know what's wrong with herself. I want you to know me as the girl who always smiles that smile, not the girl who's insecure about her personality. I don't ever want to mess up around you, because maybe then, you'll think I'm stupid. I mean, I know no one's perfect, and I'm not trying to get that way. I just don't want you seeing me as anything else.

Sure, hes a huge jerk when we're not together but as soon as we're an item he turns on the charm,and that's what gets me every time.

It's time to move on with my life. I've got to stop reading the same page & continue turning the pages. The memories are still locked in my mind, but they're what's stopping me from living my life.
Stop right there; don't say another word. I truly don't want to hear what you have to say. We're through. You fucked it up. Everything was perfect, until you decided it wasn't.

Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.

You were there for me for so many years making me laugh while I was in tears. I will never let anyone take your place, cause you're the best friend I've got. You laugh at my stupid jokes, put up with my worst moods, go along with my crazy ideas and you still manage to see the best in me.

Being away from people doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes, it even makes you love them more. I think there's something in your heart you're running from. You know there's a girl you have feelings for. You can be mad at me all you want, you can say your heart's fine. But until you tell this girl how you feel, your heart's gonna be flawed.

Girls, you know what I think? I think that we all deserve better. I think that they need to make up their minds, figure out what they want. If they want us, they're gonna have to fight for us.

The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention, that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn't be, places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending. And that's not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, and you go into the unknown. and once you do, you can never go back.

She'll chase you around for a while, but there's gonna be a day when she's gonna stop running in circles around you, she's gonna get over you, and at that moment, you'll wish you had let her catch you.

The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open, like it or not. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you're in control, you're not.

At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important, happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

There are days when you’re the most amazing person in my life. You say the most perfect things, and make me wonder if we’d ever be together again. I go to sleep smiling at our past, forgetting anything you’ve done that has hurt me. Then there are days when all you care about is yourself. I find out that those perfect things you say to me, yeah you say them to her too. On those days, i never want to talk to you again. I lay in bed for hours with tears in my eyes thinking about how much you’ve hurt me. Why do I waste my time on someone who hurts me this much? Well guess what? I’m fucking done. I can’t handle all this hurt anymore.

The only way to get what you really want, is to know what you really want. And the only way to know what you really want, is to know yourself. And the only way to know yourself, is to be yourself. And the only way to be yourself is to listen to your heart

Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind. Don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust. When the full truth comes out, half truths are lies with pink ribbons. Don't be cold to someone you care for. Indifference hurts more than words.

First I get cold and hot, think I'm on fire, but I'm not. Oh, what a pain I've got, it must be love. There's nothing I can do, all that I want is you, look what I'm going through, it must be love

Because you're here. I think you already made your choice. But if it helps, I'll say it. Stop seeing him. Then you & I can get closer. Close enough to spend the rest of our lives together. I knew I had you the day I met you.

I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was. But I'm not anymore. And the thing is, I don't care what people think about me. Because I believe in myself. And I know that things are going to be okay. But even though I have no family, and no job, and no money for college, it's you that I feel sorry for. I know that guy that sent those emails is somewhere inside of you, but I can't wait for him. Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought, useless and disappointing.

believe in yourself and all that you are. know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle.

I’m sorry to tell you, but I think it’s time. “I’m done with him,” was the truth. She’s moving on without you. You never see tears in her eyes anymore. She smiles more than anything now. Don’t walk back into her life, and expect things to back to how they were, because this time, it’s different. This time, you made her realize, She can do better.

As hard as it was to move on, I think I’m finally okay with how we are. At some point, we both wish we didn't ignore each other like that. I’ll be forgiving you, just like you were forgiving me. People make mistakes, second chances are okay. It’s like a weight has just been lifted, I can finally breathe & not worry about what he will say, or when he would've finally stopped ignoring me. Because now I no longer care... he doesn't concern me. I just wonder if he'll come back to me, wishing he would've never screwed things up. I just hope our friendship can have another chance, but if this is the way it was meant to be, then I’m honestly okay.

So this is what it's come to? Bullshit lies, and akward pauses? Well if that's what you want babe, take it all, ill be gone by the next stutter.

I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden surge of sadness that caught me unaware. it almost managed to take my breath away. that was the thing; you never got used to it. you never got used to the idea of someone being gone. just when you think it's okay, and you think you've accepted it, someone points it out to you, and it hits you all over again, and it's just as shocking as the first time.

And you took your things, and at the door you waved a quick goodbye. There is nothing left to say, just bitter tears to cry.

On my knees screaming at the clouds; Tears falling from the dark sky. Hate is a four letter word; But love is a four letter lie.

Pathetic isn't something I would normally call myself, but looking back I'm ashamed at how blind I really was.

In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, "I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you", and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn't matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you, right?

"I'm not allowed to fall in love," she said. "I'm not allowed to care this much." But when you're staying up late, hoping to god he's tossing and turning, thinking of you, it's too late already.

It's Friday night, two for one. You're either loved or you're lonely. And if you're young, then you're young, and you shouldn't have to sleep alone.

special is different from important. Special is someone you will never forget for the rest of your life. Important is someone you need for the rest of your life.with you anymore.

Too often we don't realize, what we got till it's gone. Too often we wait too long to say I'm sorry I was wrong.
Never make a promise if you can't stick with it. Never start if you don't have plans to finish. Never speak if you don't mean it. And most importantly, don't hurt the person if you can't deal with it.

Ladies, let me give you some advice. You can throw all your stupid fucking chick-lit, self-help, why-doesn't-he-love-me books out, because this is all you need to know: men will treat you the way you let them. There is no such thing as "deserving" respect; you get what you demand from people. If you demand respect, he will either respect you or he won't associate with you. It really is that simple.

The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed. -Eminem

There is inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences - who knows she can fall, pick herself up and move on

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you're sorry and that you like me "kinda a lot" and that you miss me "kinda a lot". I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst past about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

When you're growing up, a lot of your choices are motivated by fear. It's like one wrong move and the world's going to end. Maybe that's what it is; maybe it's about taking a deep breath and forgiving yourself for yesterday's mistakes.

It just hurts, to be doing this all over again. It's like time after time I lend my heart out to people, & they all end up tossing it right back at me.

Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. Here's to all of you who looked at your phone every single second to see if it was ringing, even when it was vibrate. The one's who went through a sour breakup, only to have him walk back into your life a few months later. Every girl who hoped and prayed for things to turn out right, only to have them turn completely wrong. Here's to all those girls who got the hottest guy & realized the hot ones aren't always the best. Sometimes you have to look outside of "looks". Here's to all those girls who sat on the couch and watched the same movie for the umpteenth time only because it reminded you of him. To all of you who have had to walk down a hallway and act like you didn't even remember him. Here's to all us girls who have fell back in love with the same boy who made you do all of this

I've finally decided that I refuse to be your second choice. I doubt the other girls are giving as much/more than i am. I know I'm risking everything here and you don't care. But that's the way it is with every guy. You risk getting your heart broken, embarrassment, losing friends, and being lied to. If you don't show me at least a little hope, I'm done. I honestly don't think you're trying. So why should I?

It's so weird. You're so different from all the others I have liked. We barely know each other and I freak out if you even say a word to me. It seems so unreal for us to be together, yet for some reason I can picture us together: talking, laughing, taking crazy pictures. As much as I want to give up sometimes, I keep on trying because something in my gut tells me that we are meant to be, and that one day, it just might happen..

You are not your past. It’s just one piece of you, not everything. Every moment in your life builds you into who you’re supposed to be.

In this new chapter of 2011 we will learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. Make this year worth living for...

I knew he was the one from the first time I laid eyes on him. He was quiet and shy when I approached him, but it was something in his eyes that caught me off guard. He was looking at me, genuinely looking at me, and he cared what I was saying. He touched my hand and it sent chills through my body. His laugh made me laugh, his smile made me smile. I’ve never been a hopeless lover or anything, but I think I saw sparks fly.

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

I would like to say I miss him. But would that really be fair? I mean, I lied to myself, told myself I never loved him. And now I'm beginning to realize that's not true. Because I'm dating someone else now. And he isn't at all like you.

I want everyone to understand this. I’m not who I say I am. I’ve done things you never thought I’d do, I’ve lied countless times, I’ve hurt many people, I’ve been hurt more than you think. You might think I’m something & I’ll go the next day & prove you completely wrong; don’t judge me. Don’t think I’m always so happy & bubbly just because I act like I am; I have my gloomier days too. Some days, I don’t want to hang out with anyone. I don’t want to get drunk all the time. Most of the time, I just want to sleep. I don’t really believe in anything anymore, especially love. Guys don’t always want me. Girls don’t always think I’m worth even talking about. Music isn’t my life, but it’s important. I’m actually proud of being smart. People won’t accept me for how I am. I’m not changing anymore, not for anyone. But you know what? I’m okay. Most people don’t understand me at all, & that’s okay. I’m okay.

you wanna know what life is? it's your finger getting jammed in a door when it's already broken. it's rain on a bad day. it's feeling like you're gonna pass out because you haven't slept or eaten in days. it's that moment when your teacher asks you if you did your homework & you didn't. it's putting on a pair of jeans that are two sizes too small for you and feeling like a fat cow. it's walking into a crowded room & feeling like you have no one to talk to. it's leaving that crowded room & having no one notice you're gone. it's getting grounded when one of the best parties happens. it's cracking the screen on your phone when it was already missing some buttons. it's knowing people are talking about you behind your back when you're around them. it's missing your favorite show come on at night. it's being made into a fool. it's feeling like you're completely worthless. it's feeling like you never meant anything to anyone & never will. it's feeling like you try your hardest but never get anywhere. it's hurting yourself to please others. it's being quiet because you don't wanna say the wrong thing. it's trying to blend in so you won't get judged. it's crying when you get home from school, because you barely made it through the day. it's tossing & turning in bed at night because you have too many things on your mind. it's finding songs that relate to your situation & crying because of them. it's never feeling good enough for anything, ever. it's believing you will always deserve the worst in life. it's being too afraid to ever fall in love. it's believing you'll never get the chance to fall in love. it's figuring out that no one cares, &that they never have & never will. it's that moment when you leave & realize no one's following you. it's saying goodbye only because you have to. it's being flirted with one day & ignored the next. it's believing he cares from the words he says, but not from the things he does. it's growing further & further apart from him for no apparent reason. it's always feeling frustrated, angry, sad, confused. it's being left out in the cold. it's understanding that he's gone but never really believing it. it's putting your trust in him & regetting it later. it's his words that leave you hanging. it's his actions that make you want to put your head in your pillow & scream. it's him, saying he's sorry; & it's you, believing him. it's never trusting another guy ever again. it's always feeling so fuckin lonely. it's sitting in your room for five hours completely by yourself; no one tries to talk to you. it's asking him for a reason to believe & he can't give you any. it's constantly fighting to make things work when he's putting no effort into it at all. it's all your hard work being unnoticed. it's reaching for something that's already gone. it's reminding yourself that maybe someday, this will all be worth it. it's hurting so much & no one notices. it's always being second best. it's never being able to compete with her. it's fighting your feelings for him, no matter how strong they are. it's holding grudges. it's losing hope because there's nothing to look forward to. it's having no faith at all anymore. it's criticizing the world for being so fucked up. it's never having anyone there for you, although you've done nothing but help them out. it's adults telling you you're too young to know anything. it's kids your age telling you you act too mature. it's feeling numb. it's having your emotions disappear. it's not being able to genuinely smile anymore. it's pretending to laugh when really, you wanna cry. it's caring too much about your future to really live in the present. it's being so afraid of the world that you don't wanna grow up. it's not meaning enough to him for him to care about you. it's feeling like a complete piece of shit, all the time. it's feeling like you can't change, no matter how hard you try; or when you do change, someone doesn't like it. it's not knowing what's going to happen next but not really caring either. it's losing yourself. it's becoming something you're not. it's wanting to die because things can't get much worse. but most of all, life is a rollercoaster full of mixed feelings & personal struggles. some people can handle it; others can't.

I’ve let myself hurt for far too long. I’ve wallowed in self-pity for over a year now & what has it done for me? Nothing. I’m still alone. He never came back. I didn’t find a new guy who was just so amazing & sweet & made me forget everything that happened. I’m still hurt because I still try to convince myself that I don’t care. I’ve moved on, but until I find someone else to replace you, I will still be hurt.

You know, maybe we're just not right for each other. We waited so long. We've been waiting, and yet the one chance we get- we don't take. It's right at our fingertips; it's right in our grasp, but we don't grab it. I don't know what you want from me. I know we love each other, but maybe this isn't gonna work. Maybe what we need is to just be friends... because this right now- this hurts me. I can't walk around knowing how I feel about you and knowing how you feel about me... and yet not be together. Don't break my heart. Let's just let it go; maybe that's what's meant to happen.

I’ve ruined many relationships by overthinking too much. I think it may be all these guys’ faults.. but really, it’s just me. I think I deserve the worst & I usually end up making it that way. Guys will run away from me because I’m just too hurt for them to handle.

When it comes to teenage love; these are the years. When else is he gonna leave flowers on your porch? Or sit on the trampoline and count the stars with you? Don't waste the bittersweet taste of his lips, because you're only young once. Young love is the best kind. The most fun, most precious. These are the years. People who say teens are too young to love, they don't understand. Teenage love is the best, the most romantic. These are the years. Don't let them pass you by.

To sum up the past year, I would basically remember the mornings I had you in mind while getting dressed. The hours we spent talking. The flirty texts we exchanged. The hugs, the smiles, and all the good times. I mean yeah it didn't work out the way I really wanted it to but I'm not going to remember you in a bad way. Other guys I've dated, I say their assholes but you're different. It didn't work out, but I still love you as a person. You're still incredible in my mind. And you always will be...

"I'm just another things for you to roll your eyes at hunny. You might have him but I always get the last word."

if you really knew me you'd know that i was never truly a kid. i had to grow up fast the day my dad left.

Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it’s time. Don’t hand onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren’t worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all of the horrible in your life and fucking live. And one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.

I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that's happened, and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.

We hadn't talked in weeks, and here we are, again. Talking, laughing, goofing off like we did months ago. How could this happen? How could I fall for you, again

I used to be so strong, I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I've been broken down little by little. I don't know what to do. I can't have him talk to me like this anymore. I just want to be with someone who loves me so much. Okay, whatever, I do think I deserve to be a princess, I think that every girl deserves to be treated like a princess. But you don't treat me like crap. That's not okay, that's not an excuse. Like, I know what I have to do and I know what I want to do, but why can't get I get there? I just don't know what to do.

Here's a toast. To the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party. How to live. How to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you. To lean back on and catch you if you fall.

...because that's what people do. They leap and hope to God they can fly, 'cause otherwise, we just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, 'why the hell did i jump?' but here I am...falling. And there's only one person that makes me feel like I can fly. It's you.

But mostly, I cried because my life had been going full speed for so long and now it had just stopped, like running right into a big brick wall, knocking the wind and the fight right out of me. And I didn’t know if I ever even wanted to get up and start breathing again

Optimism works in 90 percent of my life, but there is a window where you have to accept that certain thing are not fixable and no matter how hard you try, and want it to work - sometimes you just have to cut your losses

You want to know what it's like to be in love with you? It's like taking me to the top of the highest mountain, showing me the entire world, and telling me, "This is everything you can't have.

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

I’m not that outgoing around people I know. I won’t fuck anyone. I don’t do drugs. I won’t do anything I don’t wanna do. I’m sorry guys just can’t accept that, but I’d rather be difficult than easy. I’d rather have you crack all the secrets to my brain than letting all my feelings spill out of my mouth along with my dignity.
Well here I go again, falling for a guy who doesn’t care enough to realize what I’m going through for him. Here I go again, losing myself to be someone he could like. Well here I go again, but this time I know what I’m doing. And here I go again, moving on cause I’ve realized you’re not worth it.

You’re just another boy who never learned how to respect a lady. I feel sorry for your mom.
I won’t miss you because I deserve better. Why would I miss someone who never gave a damn about me to begin with?
I’m sorry if all I’ve ever known is hurt. I’m sorry for being on your back all the time, but I can’t let you end up hurting me like him. I’d rather be overly cautious than drop my guard for one second. Until you prove to me that this is something I can believe in, I won’t trust you with my heart.
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